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« on: September 16, 2019, 05:04:03 pm »
Hi! I thought I'd post a little extra clarity here since a friend pointed out the existence of this thread. (This entire post is written in a non-hostile manner, so read it as such. If anything, I'm near tears.)
First, where's the point that I reported Bobby's offensive post DAYS before I said anything in the MMSA forum? Just saying. It's not like I jumped right in. Both post reports I made were left to sit until Johnno replied to my public post when I asked why the thread was being ignored by moderators. He then gave Bobby a green light to carry on with his "free speech". Promptly after, the reports were both closed with no action taken.
My PM's are closed at MMSA due to Bobby contacting me to call me evil (back in July) over a different thread. He believes I'm pro-abortion due to my geographical location. Which I've never said how I feel, one way or the other.
I suffer from severe depression and I do my best to keep it in check (yeah, I know that doesn't make me special). I've received a number of emails that asked if I'm okay and/or if I'd reconsider pulling my stories. I also had a number of people that contacted me saying they understood why I wanted to pull my stories. This has taxed me but I'm not going to hurt myself over anything Bobby related. I think removing my stories is basically seen as having something of a babyfit in reaction to Bobby, or that I'm trying in vain to punish MMSA by removing my nearly 200 stories amongst the vast 38,000+. Which I can see people thinking that, but that's really not the point. I'm considering my options, which includes removing myself from MMSA for a length of time and leaving my stories. I'm also inclined to move away from MMSA and take my stories with me. I'm not that hard to find online. If my fans love me, they'll be able to find me.